nightmares.

Two nights ago I was sleeping. Then I began to dream and that dream quickly turned to a nightmare. My parents decided it was time for me to get married so they would go ahead and arrange the ceremony and everything. I was going to marry one of my best guy friends. Which is all well and good, I mean at least I know him. So we're at the rehearsal and I start to feel it. The terrifying feeling you have when you realize that you don't want something and you fear you will never be happy.. It's awful.. I like to run in those moments. So that's what happened. I had to disappoint everyone by canceling.