It Should have been Amazing

So I had a great day yesterday... I haven't slept well in about a week... So I was completely stoked for last night. It should have been a great night of sleep and an even better night for dreaming!!!!!!

I know you're on the edge of your seat.. begging for me to reveal what my subconscious is screaming out in the dark of night. So here it is.... I was buying mascara. It was a pretty big deal. ha

I see the death of people

So in my dream last night, there was this chart and it had people and descriptions. There were two columns to the far right of the chart. I had to watch the chart because if a time appeared in the second to last column it represented how much time til that person would be murdered. And if their picture appeared in the last column then that meant they died. So I saw the time appear for one person and I tried to stop it. I went to a lot of different scenes and saw different people but I could never catch up with the one person. And I was carrying something really important and fragile. One place we stopped was a steep hill leading down to an ice rink and all the paths leading down to the rink were covered in ice but I made it. I ran into my boss Nathan and he gave me some vanilla chocolate.. don't ask me how that works out. But anyway.. I finally find the place I've been needing to get to and it is almost time. The person I'm supposed to be saving is in my garage and I discover it is my grandpa. But it is too close to the time. I guess I have to show up pretty early and change the whole course for that person in order to save them because when it gets this close the action is already in motion and I can't stop it. He was working on the car and there were four little kids running around and then the bad guy showed up. It was horrible because I knew why he was there and he knew who I was but nothing could be done now. I could try to save him and the four children would witness his death or I could take them and leave. Either way he dies. So I took the children and ran next door to his home. After I left he was beaten to death with a tire iron. It was very brutal and horrifying to dream about. So I was up at my grandparents house with my grandma and no one there knew what was happening in our garage. no one knew he was now dead. And I cried and cried... I was very sad. And then all of the sudden my grandpa walked in the house. It was crazy.

I was also dreaming that I was a photographer and I had a big project to do and I wanted it to be a big deal. I had someone with me and we were driving around and I saw a bunch of police cars so I pulled up to them because that could be my big story! They asked me to move a little because the fire trucks were coming. I didn't understand.. there was no fire. But then I saw it.. everything back in the woods was smoldering and getting ready to catch and it was spreading to the barns (the landscape looked a lot like the back of my house, the woods, pastures and barns). That's when I realize my horse was locked in the barn and it was catching on fire.. so I ran over there and let him go. He ran out and jumped a fence that was as tall as he was. It was amazing. Then I saw that the miniature donkey was still stuck in the stall so I got him out... and then had to drag the stupid fainting goat out.. But anyway. I got some cool shots of the barns and equipment and stuff.

Mr. George Harvey

So the one day I want to wake up early enough to go to Turbo Kick at 6am I have a terrifying nightmare. If you have seen The Lovely Bones or want to know what the villain in my nightmare looks like just look up that movie and the character of George Harvey. He is a psychopathic murderer who rapes and kills women and young girls. Well, in my dream he lived down my road so I went to his house and told him I knew who he was and what he did and I was going to get the cops and blah blah blah because I don't like to just standby and let injustices occur. Well, he followed me home and I was home alone. He was out to get me. I tried to call 911 but every time I try to call 911 in a bad dream it never works. It always says I'm missing a number that I have to dial before the call can go through and I never know what that number is!!! But somehow I did get through to the police because I ran to my neighbors house but they had a hard time hearing me because I was sick and when I tried to speak softly my voice would cut out all together. So the police answered and I told them my name and my address but they kept asking for the reason but that would be when my voice would give out.. not to mention I was about to break down because I was so upset and the stupid people just wouldn't send a cop out to my house! If I took the time to call... and I'm this panicked... what more do you people need????! So that is when I forced myself to wake up. 4:34am. And I couldn't go back to sleep because things would pick right back up where they left off and I was too scared.

On a brighter note, I took a little nap after Turbo Kick and I bought a really cute black puppy with a white start on his forehead and he had huge paws!!! :)

epic dream from this summer

Okay, it was requested that I include the dream I had from this summer, and I apologize for some missing details because it was a pretty long time ago.

In my dream there was this giant turtle, and it was in my front yard. I like animals and I have always collected turtle figurines and am usually good with animals so I went to approach it. Turns out this turtle is EVIL! It started chasing me and I was trying to run away (this is extra frightening because I have a real life fear of people chasing me). Then all of the sudden he is hanging onto a zip line and flying through my yard about to catch up with me but gets knocked off by a limb from our pine tree. He landed hard on his shell and wasn't moving so I quietly approached and just when I got really close to him he did the really creepy 'slowly come to life' move when the person you think is dead's head starts to come up. Yeah, and he looked demon possessed. He did a karate move and landed on his feet and started chasing me again on his hind legs and reaching out with his front screaming "I eat little girls!!!"

So now I don't like turtles. I would go as far to say that they now scare me. I think I will still collect them though.

Lost and the Forest

It all starts with me following my brother, we were both in our cars, we were going somewhere. I was kind of stressed because I was supposed to be getting a call for an interview and I so having him insist that we continue was making me mad. Then this guy in the middle of the road gave us directions and next thing I know we are driving on this wood planked path, whatever, no big deal. But then this path starts to raise off the ground, like a very steep climb, the kind that you fear you may fall backwards, yeah, that was it.. But I kept driving but this made me very anxious. It was terrifying. After we got to the top of this the path continued to go straight except now we were really high up. And when I say path it is because it is not that wide, and there were no edges, so you could just plummet to your death. This continued, sometimes you went down, others up, but the path kept going on. My brother thought it was cool because it was some type of transit through a great forest. I was not enjoying myself. Eventually we got to a part where you went straight down and then leveled out on a river and the sections broke apart so you were just on a little bit of wood with your car and I guess you were supposed to paddle. It was at this point that I became hysterical and begged my brother to not make us continue. I couldn't handle riding up high in those trees any more.

I guess we were trying to meet up with family that was renting a cottage on a lake. There was a lot of running around the woods in boots with guns and stuff from people that were chasing us. It was a lot like Lost. And I watched an episode right before I went to bed so I hold that show responsible for the second part of my dream.

nightmares.

Two nights ago I was sleeping. Then I began to dream and that dream quickly turned to a nightmare. My parents decided it was time for me to get married so they would go ahead and arrange the ceremony and everything. I was going to marry one of my best guy friends. Which is all well and good, I mean at least I know him. So we're at the rehearsal and I start to feel it. The terrifying feeling you have when you realize that you don't want something and you fear you will never be happy.. It's awful.. I like to run in those moments. So that's what happened. I had to disappoint everyone by canceling.

Yum!

I just couldn't get the desire to make a peanut butter and honey sandwich out of my mind last night!! I just kept trying to either sneak in, steal, or make multiple sandwiches! :)

Time to catch up

Okay, it's been wayy too long.

So. Three nights ago. I was kinda in the military but we had reached a truce with the people we had encountered and I leaned back to stretch and raised my arms a bit.... and someone STABBED me!! Yeah! They got me right in the side of my rib cage and punctured my heart and I bled out slowly. It was rather tragic.

Two nights ago. My two group leaders for my missions trip to Greece sat me down and basically kicked me off of the team for multiple reasons which they stated over a long period of time. Bottom line I sucked at life and was a mean person so I'm not allowed to go with them.

Last night. There was this plane that was more like a train but kinda like a boat and there were like high school marching bands boarding for entertainment purposes. There was a a very popular band and when they arrived the boat/plane/train thing started to sway and it was really bad. A girl was interviewed about it.. that's just what my note to myself said. I also found a long red carhartt jacket and my friend Sarah admired it :)