Bottom Line

Okay, first off.. two nights ago. Bill went to New York and came back with a little blue box from Tiffanys and was going to propose to Glenda but he was having me hold the ring for him and I got it stuck on my ring finger on my right hand.. so after that minor delay he went ahead and proposed. It was a very happy moment :) Then they were going to recreate it so I could record it on my phone but we were in a cemetery and there were tv screens on the headstones with different videos playing on them and it was very distracting. That was the bulk of that dream.

Now down to business... Last night. Eeek!! It was so good. First off we went really deep in this beautiful forest and there was a beautiful old house that was kind of a restaurant inside with really pretty lights. So we had dinner and it was awesome.. Then we were out on this lake and there was a bridge that was really high I was scared because that is a scary situation to be in but Russ was not scared at all and it was okay.. And this and that.. Then there were just experiences flashing by. Like having people over, laughing, playing games, walking places, shopping.. You know.. Life. And he loved me and it was wonderful.

You know those dreams where you are just so happy and comfortable and your about to wake up and you still think life is as perfect as the dream and youre still realllly happy and then you wake up and you realize youre in a twin size bed and you're still in college and Russ likes this other girl and you're all alone? Yeah... But I wouldn't mind returning to that world. It was sweet.