Last night:
Matt came home with me for the weekend and we were taking the long way on this one road and it was really sketch, like sometimes there would be huge chunks of the road missing but we were able to drive anyway. I looked over and saw 'Gorman Nature Center' and a waterfall so we got out and grabbed an interview and started down the river. It wasn't a huge waterfall at all but I managed to jump out of the tube and out run the splashing water but Matt got completely soaked! I think we were going out to eat or something.. so that was unfortunate. While he was in the bathroom I ran into my freshman homecoming date, Zach, with his parents (my former librarian and volleyball coach) who seemed to be very unhappy with me. With Matt gone for the moment they tried to force me to marry Zach. That was weird. When Matt came back we went on our way. We stopped by this mall that was also like WalMart and were walking around.. Ran into Dr. King who wanted to make a package out of me playing this game at the bar there where you shoot pool balls at a target. I was competing with another girl.. he paid $5 for me to pay, $20 for him and his assistant to watch and film, and a $1 tip. I got first turn and could pick wherever I wanted to shoot from.. I believe I missed a lot.. Not sure.. The next thing I know I was on the second story of this place WHICH HAD NO RAILINGS!!! Which terrifies me. But I had to go to the bathroom and there was this reality show "so you think you can be a horror movie superstar' or something (i think there really is a show like that) but these girls were seriously crazy. and mean. The one got separated from the group because she was so bad and she was sitting at a desk in the hallway i had to walk down. On my way back out as i got to the door i ventured to say "I really like that you tipped your nails with blue." She paused for a moment and said "Your friends with Nathan Johnson.. Right." And I said yes, which cleared me for being a good person and she kinda liked me all because Nathan was a stand up guy. And then it went back to the river scene.. Then we were back at my house.. Yep... those were the deets I could remember. It's about time I had a dream I remembered!!
Monday, October 4, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
I can't tell you much about this dream.. there was just so much going on. It is harder for me to remember the really random ones because one major thing will stick out and everything else kinda fades with waking but I will tell you what I did remember..
I was treading water with a duck that was my friend.. and then three bad ducks came along and we knew they were going to try to kill us.. Two of the bad ducks joined forces, went under the water.. intertwined their necks and started spinning like an auger really fast towards the surface in order to spear my friend duck from underneath. The flew out of the water, piercing my beloved duck :( (reference shark week and how sharks attack from below.. it was much like this.) So the leader of the bad ducks came towards me and I grabbed its feet and turned it upside down and held it's body under the water with my feet. I used this as both a means of transportation as well as suffocation. I was somehow using this duck as a sort of water scooter to get me to this house where I was going to meet and talk about all of these animal issues. But at the same time, it had to die.
I don't understand what this means.
I was treading water with a duck that was my friend.. and then three bad ducks came along and we knew they were going to try to kill us.. Two of the bad ducks joined forces, went under the water.. intertwined their necks and started spinning like an auger really fast towards the surface in order to spear my friend duck from underneath. The flew out of the water, piercing my beloved duck :( (reference shark week and how sharks attack from below.. it was much like this.) So the leader of the bad ducks came towards me and I grabbed its feet and turned it upside down and held it's body under the water with my feet. I used this as both a means of transportation as well as suffocation. I was somehow using this duck as a sort of water scooter to get me to this house where I was going to meet and talk about all of these animal issues. But at the same time, it had to die.
I don't understand what this means.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Giant fish!
Okay, after reflecting on my dream and sitting down to write about it I think I know why it happened. Last night I climbed up into my bed and noticed that Umfi (my fish) left his light (a DiscoveryKids lamp thing that has rotating fish.. aka Umfi's 'friends') on.. So I had to climb back down and in that process almost killed myself when I hit my roommates chair.. and then when I reached the light my books shifted which shot this little organizer off of the side of my desk.. it was just a lot of drama within about 15 seconds. Anyway.. to my dream.
Basically I had two glass fish bowls much like Umfi's, and Umfi was in one and then there was an orange fish and another fish in the other. They were more like children and becoming very high maintenance and unruly. The water in both of the bowls kept rising and you know how dangerous that is because they can jump out! Well the orange fish in the one bowl kept grabbing the top of Umfi's with its mouth and then before I knew it the orange fish was in the same bowl as Umf. And this concerned me because Umfundisi is a Beta and we all know they kill things. Well in the mean time these fish are growing.... a lot. So I took them down stairs to try to find bigger containers to keep them in and while I was in the other room I heard glass breaking and I ran in the room to find both bowls turned over and broken on the floor! Fish out of water! So I grabbed them, and they were probably a foot long at this point and through them in the sink and turned the water on but it wasn't helping because the drain was still open and I was trying to pump their little chests but it wasn't helping.. Eventually I plugged the drain though and the water filled up and they could breathe.. Eventually they got into huge tanks and Umfi was probably 5 feet long and a giant but he was the most beautiful fish you had ever seen. Theee end. :)
Basically I had two glass fish bowls much like Umfi's, and Umfi was in one and then there was an orange fish and another fish in the other. They were more like children and becoming very high maintenance and unruly. The water in both of the bowls kept rising and you know how dangerous that is because they can jump out! Well the orange fish in the one bowl kept grabbing the top of Umfi's with its mouth and then before I knew it the orange fish was in the same bowl as Umf. And this concerned me because Umfundisi is a Beta and we all know they kill things. Well in the mean time these fish are growing.... a lot. So I took them down stairs to try to find bigger containers to keep them in and while I was in the other room I heard glass breaking and I ran in the room to find both bowls turned over and broken on the floor! Fish out of water! So I grabbed them, and they were probably a foot long at this point and through them in the sink and turned the water on but it wasn't helping because the drain was still open and I was trying to pump their little chests but it wasn't helping.. Eventually I plugged the drain though and the water filled up and they could breathe.. Eventually they got into huge tanks and Umfi was probably 5 feet long and a giant but he was the most beautiful fish you had ever seen. Theee end. :)
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
A New Year Has Begun..
I know it has been a while since I've updated this blog, but don't think I haven't been dreaming! Now that school is back in session I believe I'll try to start recording my dreams again. Enjoy!
Two nights ago the main thing I remember from my dream was stepping on a squid and having my friend, Jeff, try to pull it off and then go into this long discussion about why I am terrified of salt water sea animals, not including whales and dolphins, but everything else in salt water I hate. At another point I was younger and there were a lot of children at my house and we were playing a game called 'Wooney" which one person puts a circular piece of cardboard in their mouth and say words that rhyme with 'wooney' and your partner tries to guess them. You can also attempt to put all of the cardboard in your mouth without using your hands. good luck.
Last was more intense. There was a living room with a hallway attached to it that had bathroom stalls. My mother and I were in the living room and my dad was in one of the stalls. Then a priest walks in and gives me a look and at that moment I know that he has murdered someone and now he thinks i know. So he goes in a stall. I gather my mom and dad up quietly, even though my dad was taking forever because "I have to grab some chapstick" and "Where's my billfold?" At this point I am freaking out because the window of opportunity to escape is slim! Eventually we are all out of the door and right as it is about to close that priest jumps out of the stall and I know that he now wants to kill me because he knows I know. So i don't know how high this building is but we run down a ridiculous amount of stairs and then we start snaking through pews. It is here that my dad decides he can't go any further but it doesn't matter because the crazy priest only wants me. For a moment we sit down with my grandmother and a bunch of nuns to try to work out our differences but the nuns wouldn't believe me and my grandma thought i was being rude.. so the fleeing continued. Eventually I came across a little girl that tried to help me find this man who was the youth pastor and would help me. we searched and searched and eventually settled into this long closet with a slanted ceiling where all of the children play and I sat in the corner and the little girl was offering me books to read and the guy was there. That is all. Crazy thing is that I have had a dream similar to this before. hmmm.
Two nights ago the main thing I remember from my dream was stepping on a squid and having my friend, Jeff, try to pull it off and then go into this long discussion about why I am terrified of salt water sea animals, not including whales and dolphins, but everything else in salt water I hate. At another point I was younger and there were a lot of children at my house and we were playing a game called 'Wooney" which one person puts a circular piece of cardboard in their mouth and say words that rhyme with 'wooney' and your partner tries to guess them. You can also attempt to put all of the cardboard in your mouth without using your hands. good luck.
Last was more intense. There was a living room with a hallway attached to it that had bathroom stalls. My mother and I were in the living room and my dad was in one of the stalls. Then a priest walks in and gives me a look and at that moment I know that he has murdered someone and now he thinks i know. So he goes in a stall. I gather my mom and dad up quietly, even though my dad was taking forever because "I have to grab some chapstick" and "Where's my billfold?" At this point I am freaking out because the window of opportunity to escape is slim! Eventually we are all out of the door and right as it is about to close that priest jumps out of the stall and I know that he now wants to kill me because he knows I know. So i don't know how high this building is but we run down a ridiculous amount of stairs and then we start snaking through pews. It is here that my dad decides he can't go any further but it doesn't matter because the crazy priest only wants me. For a moment we sit down with my grandmother and a bunch of nuns to try to work out our differences but the nuns wouldn't believe me and my grandma thought i was being rude.. so the fleeing continued. Eventually I came across a little girl that tried to help me find this man who was the youth pastor and would help me. we searched and searched and eventually settled into this long closet with a slanted ceiling where all of the children play and I sat in the corner and the little girl was offering me books to read and the guy was there. That is all. Crazy thing is that I have had a dream similar to this before. hmmm.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
too long
I realize that i am not being fair by not blogging about my dreams. I apologize. So.. i had one good one a few weeks ago and a crazy one last night. So I shall recap chronologically.
Alright so I have this friend that is in a motorized wheelchair. We got out of class and she asked me to push her to the elevator and so I obliged. I saw the stair symbol sign thing down the hall so I wen to the door on the opposite wall assuming it was the elevator... The doors opened from the center much like elevator doors, sliding... and the girl just hopped out into the newly revealed space BUT instead of it being the elevator it was the stairs and she fell down them all!! It was horrible to witness. Even in a dream world. Tragic. She was fine though. But the rest of the dream was kinda awkward because I was still pushing her around tryin to find that stupid elevator and she is in pain because i just let her fall down a flight of stairs...
And then last night.... A few different things were going on.
I was pregnant which is a terrifying nightmare in and of itself.
I was trying to find this lost little boy in the middle of the night near Smart Road (it's a few roads away from my house. Very in the middle of nowhere/woodsish with a river and bridge). But then at times the road became a hallway and every door I opened was a different sort of culture of people. The most memorable was a theater setting of hardcore biker guys. I described the boy and asked if they had seen them. They all looked angry.. so I shuffled out of the room but told them if they wanted to help they could meet me outside! Two people joined me. I was going to go to Ralph's and borrow a horse to make my search more efficient but I never got that far. Did I mention it was like pitch dark outside? But this creepy man kept following me and I got to the bridge and he caught up with me and was getting uncomfortably close. I was getting the rape/murder vibe from him. I was legit getting anxious in real life and woke myself up. The end.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
blogging
So last night in my dream... I stumbled across Russ's blog where I started reading about how he found out this girl he had worked with liked him and how excited he was because she was really pretty and he thought she was fun to be around and was very interested. He met her making a movie trailer for field production (i was in his group)... her name is aimee (my roommate!).
aww well how cute. in my used to be awesome dream world where russ likes me.. he now likes my roommate. spectacular.
aww well how cute. in my used to be awesome dream world where russ likes me.. he now likes my roommate. spectacular.
Monday, April 12, 2010
man of my dreams
Hello followers! I'm sorry if you felt abandoned by me but I have not forgotten you dear friends. I have been somewhat busy and not remembering that many dreams or not enough to share. So let me catch you up on my life: I bought a ukulele. And you all know I have had a crush on a certain guy.. so you know i've been occupied with that... Until this weekend. I decided to give this other guy a chance.. we were supposed to go to a movie and guess who got stood up. Me. Yeah, i felt hurt and embarrassed so i'm a little bitter. But here is the best part: due to all of the stress of once again being disappointed by a guy... Russ shows up in my dream :)
I have noticed this trend.. when i have a lot of stress or worry in my day.. it induces Russ time in my dreams! I think it's a decent trade.
Some parts of my dream.. I found another ukulele made out of a gord looking thing in my attic. Then there was a class being held in my grandma's basement and that's when russ and I were together. my grandparents and mom wanted me to go out of town with them and i wanted to stay but eventually gave in so i went to tell russ and he opened his arms up for a big hug and when i went in for the hug... he kissed me on the cheek! I was so happy and excited i woke myself up! yep, that's how lame i am. haha. it was great.
until next time... happy dreaming!
I have noticed this trend.. when i have a lot of stress or worry in my day.. it induces Russ time in my dreams! I think it's a decent trade.
Some parts of my dream.. I found another ukulele made out of a gord looking thing in my attic. Then there was a class being held in my grandma's basement and that's when russ and I were together. my grandparents and mom wanted me to go out of town with them and i wanted to stay but eventually gave in so i went to tell russ and he opened his arms up for a big hug and when i went in for the hug... he kissed me on the cheek! I was so happy and excited i woke myself up! yep, that's how lame i am. haha. it was great.
until next time... happy dreaming!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
It Should have been Amazing
So I had a great day yesterday... I haven't slept well in about a week... So I was completely stoked for last night. It should have been a great night of sleep and an even better night for dreaming!!!!!!
I know you're on the edge of your seat.. begging for me to reveal what my subconscious is screaming out in the dark of night. So here it is.... I was buying mascara. It was a pretty big deal. ha
I know you're on the edge of your seat.. begging for me to reveal what my subconscious is screaming out in the dark of night. So here it is.... I was buying mascara. It was a pretty big deal. ha
Sunday, March 28, 2010
I see the death of people
So in my dream last night, there was this chart and it had people and descriptions. There were two columns to the far right of the chart. I had to watch the chart because if a time appeared in the second to last column it represented how much time til that person would be murdered. And if their picture appeared in the last column then that meant they died. So I saw the time appear for one person and I tried to stop it. I went to a lot of different scenes and saw different people but I could never catch up with the one person. And I was carrying something really important and fragile. One place we stopped was a steep hill leading down to an ice rink and all the paths leading down to the rink were covered in ice but I made it. I ran into my boss Nathan and he gave me some vanilla chocolate.. don't ask me how that works out. But anyway.. I finally find the place I've been needing to get to and it is almost time. The person I'm supposed to be saving is in my garage and I discover it is my grandpa. But it is too close to the time. I guess I have to show up pretty early and change the whole course for that person in order to save them because when it gets this close the action is already in motion and I can't stop it. He was working on the car and there were four little kids running around and then the bad guy showed up. It was horrible because I knew why he was there and he knew who I was but nothing could be done now. I could try to save him and the four children would witness his death or I could take them and leave. Either way he dies. So I took the children and ran next door to his home. After I left he was beaten to death with a tire iron. It was very brutal and horrifying to dream about. So I was up at my grandparents house with my grandma and no one there knew what was happening in our garage. no one knew he was now dead. And I cried and cried... I was very sad. And then all of the sudden my grandpa walked in the house. It was crazy.
I was also dreaming that I was a photographer and I had a big project to do and I wanted it to be a big deal. I had someone with me and we were driving around and I saw a bunch of police cars so I pulled up to them because that could be my big story! They asked me to move a little because the fire trucks were coming. I didn't understand.. there was no fire. But then I saw it.. everything back in the woods was smoldering and getting ready to catch and it was spreading to the barns (the landscape looked a lot like the back of my house, the woods, pastures and barns). That's when I realize my horse was locked in the barn and it was catching on fire.. so I ran over there and let him go. He ran out and jumped a fence that was as tall as he was. It was amazing. Then I saw that the miniature donkey was still stuck in the stall so I got him out... and then had to drag the stupid fainting goat out.. But anyway. I got some cool shots of the barns and equipment and stuff.
I was also dreaming that I was a photographer and I had a big project to do and I wanted it to be a big deal. I had someone with me and we were driving around and I saw a bunch of police cars so I pulled up to them because that could be my big story! They asked me to move a little because the fire trucks were coming. I didn't understand.. there was no fire. But then I saw it.. everything back in the woods was smoldering and getting ready to catch and it was spreading to the barns (the landscape looked a lot like the back of my house, the woods, pastures and barns). That's when I realize my horse was locked in the barn and it was catching on fire.. so I ran over there and let him go. He ran out and jumped a fence that was as tall as he was. It was amazing. Then I saw that the miniature donkey was still stuck in the stall so I got him out... and then had to drag the stupid fainting goat out.. But anyway. I got some cool shots of the barns and equipment and stuff.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Mr. George Harvey
So the one day I want to wake up early enough to go to Turbo Kick at 6am I have a terrifying nightmare. If you have seen The Lovely Bones or want to know what the villain in my nightmare looks like just look up that movie and the character of George Harvey. He is a psychopathic murderer who rapes and kills women and young girls. Well, in my dream he lived down my road so I went to his house and told him I knew who he was and what he did and I was going to get the cops and blah blah blah because I don't like to just standby and let injustices occur. Well, he followed me home and I was home alone. He was out to get me. I tried to call 911 but every time I try to call 911 in a bad dream it never works. It always says I'm missing a number that I have to dial before the call can go through and I never know what that number is!!! But somehow I did get through to the police because I ran to my neighbors house but they had a hard time hearing me because I was sick and when I tried to speak softly my voice would cut out all together. So the police answered and I told them my name and my address but they kept asking for the reason but that would be when my voice would give out.. not to mention I was about to break down because I was so upset and the stupid people just wouldn't send a cop out to my house! If I took the time to call... and I'm this panicked... what more do you people need????! So that is when I forced myself to wake up. 4:34am. And I couldn't go back to sleep because things would pick right back up where they left off and I was too scared.
On a brighter note, I took a little nap after Turbo Kick and I bought a really cute black puppy with a white start on his forehead and he had huge paws!!! :)
On a brighter note, I took a little nap after Turbo Kick and I bought a really cute black puppy with a white start on his forehead and he had huge paws!!! :)
Saturday, March 20, 2010
epic dream from this summer
Okay, it was requested that I include the dream I had from this summer, and I apologize for some missing details because it was a pretty long time ago.
In my dream there was this giant turtle, and it was in my front yard. I like animals and I have always collected turtle figurines and am usually good with animals so I went to approach it. Turns out this turtle is EVIL! It started chasing me and I was trying to run away (this is extra frightening because I have a real life fear of people chasing me). Then all of the sudden he is hanging onto a zip line and flying through my yard about to catch up with me but gets knocked off by a limb from our pine tree. He landed hard on his shell and wasn't moving so I quietly approached and just when I got really close to him he did the really creepy 'slowly come to life' move when the person you think is dead's head starts to come up. Yeah, and he looked demon possessed. He did a karate move and landed on his feet and started chasing me again on his hind legs and reaching out with his front screaming "I eat little girls!!!"
So now I don't like turtles. I would go as far to say that they now scare me. I think I will still collect them though.
In my dream there was this giant turtle, and it was in my front yard. I like animals and I have always collected turtle figurines and am usually good with animals so I went to approach it. Turns out this turtle is EVIL! It started chasing me and I was trying to run away (this is extra frightening because I have a real life fear of people chasing me). Then all of the sudden he is hanging onto a zip line and flying through my yard about to catch up with me but gets knocked off by a limb from our pine tree. He landed hard on his shell and wasn't moving so I quietly approached and just when I got really close to him he did the really creepy 'slowly come to life' move when the person you think is dead's head starts to come up. Yeah, and he looked demon possessed. He did a karate move and landed on his feet and started chasing me again on his hind legs and reaching out with his front screaming "I eat little girls!!!"
So now I don't like turtles. I would go as far to say that they now scare me. I think I will still collect them though.
Lost and the Forest
It all starts with me following my brother, we were both in our cars, we were going somewhere. I was kind of stressed because I was supposed to be getting a call for an interview and I so having him insist that we continue was making me mad. Then this guy in the middle of the road gave us directions and next thing I know we are driving on this wood planked path, whatever, no big deal. But then this path starts to raise off the ground, like a very steep climb, the kind that you fear you may fall backwards, yeah, that was it.. But I kept driving but this made me very anxious. It was terrifying. After we got to the top of this the path continued to go straight except now we were really high up. And when I say path it is because it is not that wide, and there were no edges, so you could just plummet to your death. This continued, sometimes you went down, others up, but the path kept going on. My brother thought it was cool because it was some type of transit through a great forest. I was not enjoying myself. Eventually we got to a part where you went straight down and then leveled out on a river and the sections broke apart so you were just on a little bit of wood with your car and I guess you were supposed to paddle. It was at this point that I became hysterical and begged my brother to not make us continue. I couldn't handle riding up high in those trees any more.
I guess we were trying to meet up with family that was renting a cottage on a lake. There was a lot of running around the woods in boots with guns and stuff from people that were chasing us. It was a lot like Lost. And I watched an episode right before I went to bed so I hold that show responsible for the second part of my dream.
I guess we were trying to meet up with family that was renting a cottage on a lake. There was a lot of running around the woods in boots with guns and stuff from people that were chasing us. It was a lot like Lost. And I watched an episode right before I went to bed so I hold that show responsible for the second part of my dream.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
nightmares.
Two nights ago I was sleeping. Then I began to dream and that dream quickly turned to a nightmare. My parents decided it was time for me to get married so they would go ahead and arrange the ceremony and everything. I was going to marry one of my best guy friends. Which is all well and good, I mean at least I know him. So we're at the rehearsal and I start to feel it. The terrifying feeling you have when you realize that you don't want something and you fear you will never be happy.. It's awful.. I like to run in those moments. So that's what happened. I had to disappoint everyone by canceling.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Yum!
I just couldn't get the desire to make a peanut butter and honey sandwich out of my mind last night!! I just kept trying to either sneak in, steal, or make multiple sandwiches! :)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Time to catch up
Okay, it's been wayy too long.
So. Three nights ago. I was kinda in the military but we had reached a truce with the people we had encountered and I leaned back to stretch and raised my arms a bit.... and someone STABBED me!! Yeah! They got me right in the side of my rib cage and punctured my heart and I bled out slowly. It was rather tragic.
Two nights ago. My two group leaders for my missions trip to Greece sat me down and basically kicked me off of the team for multiple reasons which they stated over a long period of time. Bottom line I sucked at life and was a mean person so I'm not allowed to go with them.
Last night. There was this plane that was more like a train but kinda like a boat and there were like high school marching bands boarding for entertainment purposes. There was a a very popular band and when they arrived the boat/plane/train thing started to sway and it was really bad. A girl was interviewed about it.. that's just what my note to myself said. I also found a long red carhartt jacket and my friend Sarah admired it :)
So. Three nights ago. I was kinda in the military but we had reached a truce with the people we had encountered and I leaned back to stretch and raised my arms a bit.... and someone STABBED me!! Yeah! They got me right in the side of my rib cage and punctured my heart and I bled out slowly. It was rather tragic.
Two nights ago. My two group leaders for my missions trip to Greece sat me down and basically kicked me off of the team for multiple reasons which they stated over a long period of time. Bottom line I sucked at life and was a mean person so I'm not allowed to go with them.
Last night. There was this plane that was more like a train but kinda like a boat and there were like high school marching bands boarding for entertainment purposes. There was a a very popular band and when they arrived the boat/plane/train thing started to sway and it was really bad. A girl was interviewed about it.. that's just what my note to myself said. I also found a long red carhartt jacket and my friend Sarah admired it :)
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Bottom Line
Okay, first off.. two nights ago. Bill went to New York and came back with a little blue box from Tiffanys and was going to propose to Glenda but he was having me hold the ring for him and I got it stuck on my ring finger on my right hand.. so after that minor delay he went ahead and proposed. It was a very happy moment :) Then they were going to recreate it so I could record it on my phone but we were in a cemetery and there were tv screens on the headstones with different videos playing on them and it was very distracting. That was the bulk of that dream.
Now down to business... Last night. Eeek!! It was so good. First off we went really deep in this beautiful forest and there was a beautiful old house that was kind of a restaurant inside with really pretty lights. So we had dinner and it was awesome.. Then we were out on this lake and there was a bridge that was really high I was scared because that is a scary situation to be in but Russ was not scared at all and it was okay.. And this and that.. Then there were just experiences flashing by. Like having people over, laughing, playing games, walking places, shopping.. You know.. Life. And he loved me and it was wonderful.
You know those dreams where you are just so happy and comfortable and your about to wake up and you still think life is as perfect as the dream and youre still realllly happy and then you wake up and you realize youre in a twin size bed and you're still in college and Russ likes this other girl and you're all alone? Yeah... But I wouldn't mind returning to that world. It was sweet.
Now down to business... Last night. Eeek!! It was so good. First off we went really deep in this beautiful forest and there was a beautiful old house that was kind of a restaurant inside with really pretty lights. So we had dinner and it was awesome.. Then we were out on this lake and there was a bridge that was really high I was scared because that is a scary situation to be in but Russ was not scared at all and it was okay.. And this and that.. Then there were just experiences flashing by. Like having people over, laughing, playing games, walking places, shopping.. You know.. Life. And he loved me and it was wonderful.
You know those dreams where you are just so happy and comfortable and your about to wake up and you still think life is as perfect as the dream and youre still realllly happy and then you wake up and you realize youre in a twin size bed and you're still in college and Russ likes this other girl and you're all alone? Yeah... But I wouldn't mind returning to that world. It was sweet.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Doesn't make sense.
Well, I remembered some of my dreams from last night. It was really fresh this morning but I forgot to blog then so now I'm just now getting to it and I had to turn to the note I saved on my phone with the basic bullet points of my dream. And now I really don't know what happened! So I'll just record them how they are and if I remember more about it I shall update it later!
-Bball game highlights
-Birthday?
-Church
-Neighbor guy
-Pirate day
-Bad pony
-Museum at night with person in wheel chair
See??? I didn't leave a lot of details and I really don't remember how those things were connected. whoa
-Bball game highlights
-Birthday?
-Church
-Neighbor guy
-Pirate day
-Bad pony
-Museum at night with person in wheel chair
See??? I didn't leave a lot of details and I really don't remember how those things were connected. whoa
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Disaster x 2
First of all... I'm up to 6 followers!! WOO!!
Unfortunately I have not been remember a lot of my dreams. Two nights ago I was just doing things that I really needed to do the next day like arrange meeting times with people. It is always disappointing when your dreams are as boring as real life.
But last night.... I was trying to develop film in the dark room and this unfamiliar man kept ruining it! Either the lid to the light-tight container wasn't on right, or he legitimately unrolled the film and was trying to soak it in the different solutions... it was awful. He ruined 4 rolls of film!! So while all of this is happening I keep trying to hit snooze on my phone or just reset the alarm all together. Finally, 45 mins after I was originally supposed to get off my phone started going off once again and I just rolled over and dropped it and just watched it fall to the ground like that little hamster that dove off the balcony that one time. I don't know what I was thinking. (The phone thing was real life, as was the hamster) But just like the hamster the phone was fine!
Unfortunately I have not been remember a lot of my dreams. Two nights ago I was just doing things that I really needed to do the next day like arrange meeting times with people. It is always disappointing when your dreams are as boring as real life.
But last night.... I was trying to develop film in the dark room and this unfamiliar man kept ruining it! Either the lid to the light-tight container wasn't on right, or he legitimately unrolled the film and was trying to soak it in the different solutions... it was awful. He ruined 4 rolls of film!! So while all of this is happening I keep trying to hit snooze on my phone or just reset the alarm all together. Finally, 45 mins after I was originally supposed to get off my phone started going off once again and I just rolled over and dropped it and just watched it fall to the ground like that little hamster that dove off the balcony that one time. I don't know what I was thinking. (The phone thing was real life, as was the hamster) But just like the hamster the phone was fine!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Naps Alive!
I had a nap this afternoon and of course dreamed.
This first part of my dream was that it was winter but I was in shorts and tights and a long coat that was whipping in the wind. There was a soccer game going on and I had to go work it but the wind was blowing and I couldn't see the edges of the field and my outfit was not exactly weather appropriate. And the control room was outside. And Tim Decker was there and was swearing casually and Paul told him he wasn't allowed to do that. And the other Tim was there and avoiding me. Shocker!
The second part is where things got real weird. So I had an infant child that I paid about as much attention to as my fish, Umfundisi. So I was practicing putting a diaper on my mother and she was on her cell phone... It was awkward.
This first part of my dream was that it was winter but I was in shorts and tights and a long coat that was whipping in the wind. There was a soccer game going on and I had to go work it but the wind was blowing and I couldn't see the edges of the field and my outfit was not exactly weather appropriate. And the control room was outside. And Tim Decker was there and was swearing casually and Paul told him he wasn't allowed to do that. And the other Tim was there and avoiding me. Shocker!
The second part is where things got real weird. So I had an infant child that I paid about as much attention to as my fish, Umfundisi. So I was practicing putting a diaper on my mother and she was on her cell phone... It was awkward.
Back to Reality
I don't think I have shared this yet, but in the past I have had dreams that I was dating Jesus. So yeah. Anyway. So last night, at one point in my dream I was pregnant but not really.. but I had to ride on a donkey nonetheless. We were somewhere and we had to move on but whoever was sending us insisted that I ride on a stupid donkey (it was really soft though!) through a dessert sort of. The road was rocky but there were pastures. Then we needed water but we left it at the starting point. And then we also had two baby cows with us which are completely impractical because they're just like little kids and want to play and run around all of the time. Eventually we got to where we were going. Oh, the guy was my brother I'm pretty sure.
Another part of the dream was the basketball team, it was like they were in some sort of reality show in the student center.. I'm not really sure. But this was still somewhat connected to me and the donkey because my brother and I were still together and we were really hungry and we were staying in this house and the basketball team had one radio station and the women who owned the house (she reminded me a lot of my cousin, Sarah) asked us to change it to 95.0 FM, some 80s rock station
Then me and a handful of other people were tipped off that there were blank checks for $1000 hidden within the card aisles of this store.. and I happened to find one! There was a message intended for me but I don't remember what it said. There was one for my brother too. My friend did too and she wanted to buy pugs with her money.
Well, there you have it.
Another part of the dream was the basketball team, it was like they were in some sort of reality show in the student center.. I'm not really sure. But this was still somewhat connected to me and the donkey because my brother and I were still together and we were really hungry and we were staying in this house and the basketball team had one radio station and the women who owned the house (she reminded me a lot of my cousin, Sarah) asked us to change it to 95.0 FM, some 80s rock station
Then me and a handful of other people were tipped off that there were blank checks for $1000 hidden within the card aisles of this store.. and I happened to find one! There was a message intended for me but I don't remember what it said. There was one for my brother too. My friend did too and she wanted to buy pugs with her money.
Well, there you have it.
Lots of fun
The night before last I had a lot of different dreams that weren't really connected to each other so I'm just going to list them off
- There were men from the navy, in those white sailor outfits everywhere! I love a man in uniform and it was almost like I was back in the 50s with the style of dress and such. It was fun :)
- Then I was in a classroom with Joel Yoshonis and Alex Mrakovich and at one point one of them turned to me and said "You are the weirdest person I've ever sat by." Soo.. that was a little disheartening.
- There was a little girls soccer game in our living room which was much more like a soccer field. There was drama concerning some of the players and their age.. whatever.
- Oh! And then we were in a theater but it was more like a game show with Bob Saget except the screen was behind us so we had to turn around to see everything which was kind of inconvenient.
- Then my neighbor called because his horse broke its leg and he needed me to help.
Cool, huh?!
- There were men from the navy, in those white sailor outfits everywhere! I love a man in uniform and it was almost like I was back in the 50s with the style of dress and such. It was fun :)
- Then I was in a classroom with Joel Yoshonis and Alex Mrakovich and at one point one of them turned to me and said "You are the weirdest person I've ever sat by." Soo.. that was a little disheartening.
- There was a little girls soccer game in our living room which was much more like a soccer field. There was drama concerning some of the players and their age.. whatever.
- Oh! And then we were in a theater but it was more like a game show with Bob Saget except the screen was behind us so we had to turn around to see everything which was kind of inconvenient.
- Then my neighbor called because his horse broke its leg and he needed me to help.
Cool, huh?!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Blue Sweaters and Stoneware
In my dream last night I was at a IWU men's basketball game in my high school's gym. The bleachers were stacked though and I was scared to jump down because I was so high up I was afraid I'd break my ankles! And then I noticed that the sweater I was wearing was missing so I was looking for it and went through the locker room asking if they knew where it was. Then I was in my friend Titus's kitchen trying to by a stoneware dish of of his mom. It was an auction and I won with my bid of $22! I think my horse was involved at some point. I was trying to bake something. The kitchen was nice.
Yep.
Yep.
Monday, February 1, 2010
Updates and Snakes!
I have been so busy lately I haven't had time to share my dreams so today I'm just going to jot down some points I've remembered over the week. Hopefully I'll do better with keeping this up-to-date. Thanks for reading (Glenda) =]
- my grandpa was keeping a ton of kids in a barn and I was trying to call the police in my neighbors garage.. it was a creepy dream. my grandparents are not bad people ha
- Russ Clark was dating me and he was really happy. It was mutual. :)
- My suitemate was in our closet trying on our clothes and when we told her to leave she sat down in a corner and started crying which was extremely annoying
- Man I had more but can't remember... But I do have an extensive description of my dream from last night!!!
Lastnight:
I was watching a friends snakes, there were 3 in the tank with the screen on the top. Well, I smiled at the one and it got really mad and started to push the screen off and I was so scared I didn't think to try to put books or something on it to hold it down. I just ran upstairs to my parents room but the snake wasn't far behind... it was growing! It was green and about 30 ft long! (I'm not sure if it looked 30 ft long but I was told it was 30 ft) The snake was trying to get my cat, Grace! So I got to my parents room and shut the door but Grace was still outside so I had to open it again and grab her but the snake pushed the door open and lunged at Grace and my dad dove between them and the snake cut him with his fangs! My dad was fine, so was Grace. We got the door shut and shoved towels in all of the cracks because that snake could just get in through any opening! I called my neighbor because he had a pet boa and I thought he could help. He didn't answer but his voicemail was like "Hey this is Andrew, sorry I missed your call. And if you have a large snake running loose in your house call this number.." Which is kinda weird. Anyway... That's pretty much it. It was very unsettling.
- my grandpa was keeping a ton of kids in a barn and I was trying to call the police in my neighbors garage.. it was a creepy dream. my grandparents are not bad people ha
- Russ Clark was dating me and he was really happy. It was mutual. :)
- My suitemate was in our closet trying on our clothes and when we told her to leave she sat down in a corner and started crying which was extremely annoying
- Man I had more but can't remember... But I do have an extensive description of my dream from last night!!!
Lastnight:
I was watching a friends snakes, there were 3 in the tank with the screen on the top. Well, I smiled at the one and it got really mad and started to push the screen off and I was so scared I didn't think to try to put books or something on it to hold it down. I just ran upstairs to my parents room but the snake wasn't far behind... it was growing! It was green and about 30 ft long! (I'm not sure if it looked 30 ft long but I was told it was 30 ft) The snake was trying to get my cat, Grace! So I got to my parents room and shut the door but Grace was still outside so I had to open it again and grab her but the snake pushed the door open and lunged at Grace and my dad dove between them and the snake cut him with his fangs! My dad was fine, so was Grace. We got the door shut and shoved towels in all of the cracks because that snake could just get in through any opening! I called my neighbor because he had a pet boa and I thought he could help. He didn't answer but his voicemail was like "Hey this is Andrew, sorry I missed your call. And if you have a large snake running loose in your house call this number.." Which is kinda weird. Anyway... That's pretty much it. It was very unsettling.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Nightmares and Fantasies
It is a little disparaging to realize that you're life just may be the nightmare and you actually look forward to sleep and dreams... Well that was last night. To get you on my page.. Guys who have girlfriends think it's okay to talk to me in a manner that does not elude to them having significant others. I am not a fan of this because it puts me in a bad position and makes me feel mistreated. Anyway.. I went to bed a very unhappy camper.... And then came my dream :)
I was in a wedding party (weddings are no fun for me because I never have a date an no one ever asks me to dance) but this wedding was different. It was crowded and I was alone and then this guy from the wedding party comes out of nowhere, grabs my hand, and starts leading me through all of the people. It was almost as if we were dancing, never letting go of me and just taking me everywhere. This is something I thoroughly enjoyed since I hate being alone in a crowd of people. So we spent the evening moving around and mingling. Then we started walking down to a river and he was talking about my engagement ring and love.. yada yada.. Once we got to the river BAM all of the sudden I was in a wedding dress going to my own wedding!!!
I think my happiness and excitement woke me up. Now this is the type of dream I could stand to have every night ;)
I was in a wedding party (weddings are no fun for me because I never have a date an no one ever asks me to dance) but this wedding was different. It was crowded and I was alone and then this guy from the wedding party comes out of nowhere, grabs my hand, and starts leading me through all of the people. It was almost as if we were dancing, never letting go of me and just taking me everywhere. This is something I thoroughly enjoyed since I hate being alone in a crowd of people. So we spent the evening moving around and mingling. Then we started walking down to a river and he was talking about my engagement ring and love.. yada yada.. Once we got to the river BAM all of the sudden I was in a wedding dress going to my own wedding!!!
I think my happiness and excitement woke me up. Now this is the type of dream I could stand to have every night ;)
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Photos on the Wall
There were two main parts to this dream.
1. Some guy was posting tons of pics on my facebook wall of me. Each of them had a description that was explaining why he had taken the photograph. I think this has to do with me being in my Documentary Photography class.. It was like he was trying to explain concepts.
I think I want a new profile picture ;)
2. I was in an old room with a toy chest and closet and a guy was telling me about all of the old photos on the wall.
Boring night.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Horses and Demons
This dream was from two nights ago. There are three main parts to this dream.
1. There were a bunch of people behind the church I grew up at and fellowship hall.. But there was a group of 3-5 people that were with me throughout each part of my dream (Myself, Ted, my brother,...). But we were just having a good time and I was playing with this dog, but it was a human, and it's name was Jake and I think it may have been because I started watching the Bachelor. But I was playing fetch with him with a paper plate.
2. The main group I was with had to get to catch up with a train so we were in a car and we were driving in the country and it was dark. All of the sudden this teenage girl shows up out of no where in the woods, walking straight for the road and our car (we were driving pretty fast). She was in all black except for a purple hat. So this girl just keeps power walking, not looking up or around and we buzz past her, like just barely missed her and she disappeared. This freaked me out.
3. Our main objective was to find this train and on the caboose of this train was a little toy horse but once we arrived it turned into a real horse that I had to ride to go to our next destination but I was so freaked out by the demon chick in all black that I wouldn't let go of Ted even when I was on the horse.. He had to hang on to me.
That's about all I remember... I'm still creeped out by the girl.
1. There were a bunch of people behind the church I grew up at and fellowship hall.. But there was a group of 3-5 people that were with me throughout each part of my dream (Myself, Ted, my brother,...). But we were just having a good time and I was playing with this dog, but it was a human, and it's name was Jake and I think it may have been because I started watching the Bachelor. But I was playing fetch with him with a paper plate.
2. The main group I was with had to get to catch up with a train so we were in a car and we were driving in the country and it was dark. All of the sudden this teenage girl shows up out of no where in the woods, walking straight for the road and our car (we were driving pretty fast). She was in all black except for a purple hat. So this girl just keeps power walking, not looking up or around and we buzz past her, like just barely missed her and she disappeared. This freaked me out.
3. Our main objective was to find this train and on the caboose of this train was a little toy horse but once we arrived it turned into a real horse that I had to ride to go to our next destination but I was so freaked out by the demon chick in all black that I wouldn't let go of Ted even when I was on the horse.. He had to hang on to me.
That's about all I remember... I'm still creeped out by the girl.
Flowers and Heartbraek
This was actually a dream from three nights ago and I will do my best to remember...
There is a guy I met when I was 14 and we have kept in contact ever since. We haven't seen each other in a while but we always joke about getting married. So..... The basics from my dream:
His whole family was in a field near my school having some sort of reunion. He had sent me a dozen roses with a card saying "You're mine forever" or something to that affect. So obviously I was very happy.
The whole time though, he was ignoring my existence and I was right on the side of the field but he wouldn't come over. Then I saw him talking to my roommate and using his charm... ugh.
So then my roommate comes over to me shining with happiness because this cute guy asked her out... Carl. She had no idea so I had to say that's great..
The end.
I didn't particularly enjoy the outcome of this dream.
There is a guy I met when I was 14 and we have kept in contact ever since. We haven't seen each other in a while but we always joke about getting married. So..... The basics from my dream:
His whole family was in a field near my school having some sort of reunion. He had sent me a dozen roses with a card saying "You're mine forever" or something to that affect. So obviously I was very happy.
The whole time though, he was ignoring my existence and I was right on the side of the field but he wouldn't come over. Then I saw him talking to my roommate and using his charm... ugh.
So then my roommate comes over to me shining with happiness because this cute guy asked her out... Carl. She had no idea so I had to say that's great..
The end.
I didn't particularly enjoy the outcome of this dream.
Welcome to my Dream World
Hello! My name is Alex and I will be recording what I remember from my dreams because I usually remember at least a little bit and I always like to share. Enjoy!
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